~ bull-race town ~
Madura's a sizeable island off northeast Java. It's not that far from Bali with whom the Madurese have a long-standing rivalry. The island's very accessible these days via the SuraMadu bridge and by ferry from east Java. Sumenep is the capital and Pamekasan the biggest town.
Madura's flat and dry, has beaches and it's picturesque. Some have described it as 'rugged' but compared to what? Cattle raising's important and Pamekasan in particular's “...famed for it's colourful bull races, the kerapan sapi, which climax with the finals held at Pamekasan” in the dry season; August and September... "The bulls are harnessed in pairs, two teams compete at a time and they're raced along a 120 metre course in a special stadium. Races don't last long - the bulls can do nine seconds over 100m, faster than the men's world track record" [Attribution: South-East Asia On A Shoestring Lonely Planet Publications 2001]. It's March.
Madura's pretty intensively settled too. There are about 5 million Madurese still on the island. And Madurese make up a sizeable percentage of the transmigrasi population, particularly in relatively nearby southern Kalimantan...as well as in other outlying and remote, from Java, parts of Indonesia.
From around the fourth century due mainly to trade, the islands of Indonesia absorded cultural influences from regions west rather than north; both Hinduism and Buddhism. Later Islam arrived brought by traders. In the pre-colonial days the Madurese were a part of the two early Java-based indigenous, autonomous Hindu empires; firstly Mataram based at Borobudur and then Majapahit, by whom they were more tightly ruled. After the 15th century, when the Majapahitis 'retreated' to Bali due to the rise in the influence of Islam, the Madurese were an independent sultanate, with their capital at Sumenep, west Madura. They soon had the Dutch to deal with. The Dutch East India Company arrived in Java in the 17th century. The Madurese sultanate became an essential part of the flourishing Dutch colony, in part due to their long-standing rivalry with the Hindu Balinese. From the Dutch perspective, Madura was in a strategic location for trade with the Moluccas, Spice islands further east. Today there's a pretty strong sense of history in this part of Madura. There's a strong sense of former presences. This is joyfully witnessed in the myriads of historical buildings, both Islamic and Dutch.
Sat. Mar.13. I'm up and out for supplies...hungry and thirsty. But first I need to find a mom and pop type convenience store to buy merokoks. The guy tries to sell me a demo/display pack of polystyrene Luckies! “Not for sale” written all over them. I try not to lose it. This is my first personal interaction in Pamekasan. What does it say? Hell, I don't know. Eventually, I get given some 'real Indonesian' Marlboros when a local customer enters the shop. Phew! I need a smoke. The Garuda's great. Friendly, the staff. A local guy wanders in this evening just to talk to me in apologetic English. He's probably heard that there's a funny looking foreigner here. Just checking me out...perhaps smelling what I'm smoking maybe. Only natural that the locals wherever I go, want to size up an out-of -season foreigner. It's not the bull-racing season after all. How long am I going to stay? How can he make some money out of me. Where would I like to visit? Or is he casing me and the room? Out again to eat but I can't find the place I'm directed to by the hotel manager. It's very hot...even at 11am. I end up eating at the Indra Hotel down the main street where the food's not so cheap and the iced coffee is strangely undrinkable. But they don't charge me for it. Curried chicken and rice for Rp.15k is the cheapest on the menu and it is passable. The cheapest rooms here are Rp.120k. It's popular with the weekender locals out from Surabaya and other parts of Java.
Back at the laid-back Garuda room and I have a siesta 'til 3. On waking, I'm relaxed and happy with many feelings and thoughts flowing through me. Bruce Chatwin...Dylan's refrain “It ain't dark yet, but it's getting there”...and...“I can't even remember, what it was, I came here to get away from”. Ain't lookin for nothin, just relaxin in great surroundings. Very comfy in the heat too... Happy in Indonesia. Why? It feels so familiar...like home. A reference to earlier trips...from PNG. Papua New Guinea, where I first heard the expression: missionary, mercenary or misfit. Well, I am definitely the latter! I was bad, but not really wild. Just a bit excessive...about alcohol and girls. Trips to Indonesia in the late '90s gave me a break. I'll never forget the one with my kids Kim and Ella; when they were teenagers on holiday in Bali/Lombok in '97-'98. Fondly remembered too the time with Coco, the Papuan girl I was with...whom I met at a bus stop outside a museum near Sentani, in Irian Jaya, as it was then called. Trying out the bilum bag and bark-painting idea which meant buying traditional crafts like shoulder-bags and bark-paintings and re-selling them in NZ. Coco. The first time...two lovely weeks together and then I had no money left, and went off completely broke to Port Moresby. I re-visit Jayapura and Coco, in 2002. This is after being the manager of a local non-government organization for a year in Port Moresby. I had so many girls in the interim. I still wanted to go back and see Coco though...thought she might be the one.
After returning from NZ after a couple of months' holiday this is what transpired in 2002. That's the last time I was in Indonesia. I went and spent the best part of 3 weeks holed-up in a Jayapura hotel room unsure of whether to contact her again. I knew where her sister lived but let fate take it's course. I had to be patient and remorseful too It was a lonely, emotional time...until one day she and her sister walked past a 'downtown' restaurant I was in. This is in the early evening, when everyone hits the streets. As fate would have it, she sees me and comes in all excited. And I knew I'd done her and myself wrong. I'd had all those girls in the interim. Then, we spend three happy, itenerant months together...even going to Biak together. I had money...and paid for everything. She never asked for spending money like most girls do though. I even remember awkwardly talking to her parents who live in Nabire. I decide to return to NZ when the money gets dangerously low again. And I never successfully re-contacted her. No email...no letters. Not meant to be. No reply to the one letter I did send. Years later I learn of a serious earthquake in Nabire, where her family lives. Who knows what happened? Coco...a straight, honest, dark-skinned girl...with a beautiful smile. I've never been back to New Guinea. I didn't go back a second time in mid-2003 when I could've, maybe should've. It occurs to me here in Madura that maybe I should go check it out. But I presume she is by now happily married. I hope so. She's an anthropology major too...and well-educated. But her lack of fluency in English and mine in Bahasa made it really difficult for the deep and meaningful stuff that's so important in a relationship. Coco's different. But it's a bit like with a lot of trans-cultural relationships. The sex is great sex...but there's nothing much to stimulate the mind. Anyway. Such thoughts surround me here. Reminiscences really. No regrets. It's that sort of place, my room at the Garuda. Late afternoon, I sojourn out for food and take some pfotos. Successful on both counts. After the delicious martabak and terang bulan I start writing up getting to sleep around midnight.
Sun. Mar.14. Morning...it's gonna be a hot day all right. Puffy white clouds float across from the east. An orang-asli-looking gardener sings as he works weeding and cutting the grass with...a knife...a kitchen knife! I sit on the porch outside the room with coffee and merokok and continue to ponder. And what do I ponder? That traveling means that decisions and judgments get made. And, if your decision-making mechanism's a bit rusty and needs lubricating, oil it with what you have learned from experience applied to the circumstances you find yourself in. And...add a good pinch of your medium-term aspirations before making that decision. And remember too, that in addition to decisions, judgments of people and their motives unavoidably get made too. So, be cognizant of the universal feeling of ethnocentrism. Try to apprehend why others behave as they do. But don't forget that there are bad people and good people all around the globe. Enough pondering, let's go wandering. 'Don't cry for me...Indonesia' I hum as I walk in the heat of the mid-morn sun to buy the necessities of life. Timtam chocolate biscuits... a weakness that I indulge, Marlboros...and IndoCafe. And of course air minum or drinking water. Along with martabak (akin to kishe) in the evening...as good a balanced diet as you could ever wish for. Out and about, I hear the term 'orang gunja' applied to me by ocek and becek riders. A dopeheadman in other words I think it means. And not true. It takes me a minute or two to remember that I last had a smoke in Kompot, with the German addict on the riverside...a good four weeks ago now. Out for another martabak taken away back to the Garuda. I've spent about US$11 today all up, which is about par for my course. Overview of spending for the month: Total spent: US$750. Transport: $250. Visas: $50. Accommodation: $180. Living: $270.
Early Mon. Mar.15. I wake up after only an hour's sleep...about 2am. A strange dream which I can't remember. Then on waking up...an even stranger feeling of an eerie, ghostly, sexual presence in the room. I mentally check. Then...a fleeting, peripheral glimse...a presence...not a classic ghost-shape, like wrapped up in a bed sheet...just a...a personality maybe...disappearing out the corner of my eye and into the mandi room. Must have glided between the other single bed and along the wall before it came to my attention. Could it be...real? Could it be threatening?
Something sexual, maybe violent's gone on in this room in the past. It's really quite an old building. If only these walls could talk, eh? Perhaps I'm just overtired, or over-emotional or something. Perhaps it was Coco? Anyway...I sit up in bed with the light still off...have a cigarette and look and listen. This is a really unusual and strange experience this kind of feeling. Of something supernatural close at hand. Belief in the supernatural is pretty common after all. A lot of people believe in god? I've seen my fair share of Indonesian TV ghost stories. They're very Buddhist/Hindu in flavor and are very popular here as in most of S.E.Asia. The great majority of Indonesians are believers in such beings. If there really are real ghosts then they're in Indonesia. I think I just witnessed one! I light up another cigarette. The strange feeling of an eerie presence subsides...and I again ponder travel plans. And I am really tired now. I finally get back to sleep as the first call to worship beckons the faithful...must be about 5am.